...what do you do when all of a sudden u feel like a big part of what you've known in the last few years stops being interesting and the next big thing is not here anymore? Like you need to fly.

you have the urge to tell everyone 'fuck off, all what ur doing is stupid and senseless??'

omg, yes!!

yeah, i know. well, you reinvent it all.

how do you do that?

simple: you wake up early morning, you see the sunrise by yourself, you write down that poem you've been desperate to get out of ur soul, you put on your running shoes, leave ur music at home and go out into nature. You run, you jump, you don't dare complain about how fucking cold it is cause you're alive, you scream and you laugh enjoying the ultimate happiness cause no one can hear you. You go home, take a hot hot shower, you get dressed and listen to the sounds of a house just barely waking up.
and you feel on top of the world again.

I hate you and you're weird.

I know.